Merdeka
31.8.2010 happy merdeka huh.
it sound like sunday today.
after breakfast, have a shopping time wit mum at bukit indah jusco.
bought clothes tat all. and facial cleaner too.
met quite a lot of omg student there.all wit parents. LOL. ei ~ they din recognize me anyway.haha
bought baskin robbin ice cream for ys. she kinda lyk it hah.
the look is okay lar, ys jie jie. not tat terrible kay.
back home and on9 now.
sunday lifestyle i have ah.
i had been using the Walk Mate these fews day.
and i din even achieve half of the target yea. sound mysterious lol.
shopping for whole day in sun juz only 3200++.
and today was only 2000++. wahaha.
not healthy huh. o__o
-JY- ( EA dissapear ?!?!)
It is HOT.
the last ECA in this year today.
playing very syok wit tang today and it seem lyk the weather aso very hot.
end up perspiring lyk hell. gosh. it is too hot man.
even hx aso complained so hot , so conclusion is hyper duper hot lar.
the ping pong match still going on ?!?!juz became ' friendly match'.blablabla.
end up my hand lyk senget and all my ball went senget too. hoho~
ah tang was very happy everytime seeing me beat hl. and i was laughing there .
and they kept on making sound effect whenever i win and my opponent is hl/ah tang/zh.XD
laughed a lot today, kinda better yea. =D
went back home, bath, and i straight away went to upstairs.
then, ys mum came and chatting wit my mum.
so i went downstair to say,'hai,auntie.' politely. XD
moral saya bagus ya. haha~
and on9-ing now.
repeated listening to ' too hot', well, very match to today weather hor.
and they look hot too in mv, except the background, kinda weird and seem lyk toooo hot liao.
《太热》
是誰撞爛的冰山
怎麼沒有人稱讚
誰害怕赤道太冷
再拚命地加碳
誰比誰先抽的煙
以為動作很浪漫
誰還要海枯石爛
比不上一場煙火燦爛
心中的火出 身後的火山
正加速撕爛 胸口白襯衫
若腳步太慢 情緒會亂
青春必須瘋狂燃燒 才能用得完
你看那孤單太陽 要跟誰公轉
不甘情願落山
快邀它來吃個最後晚餐
繼續狂歡 飛輪海
super hot
多謝每個人都在煽風點火
way too hot
也許能燒到最冷靜的銀河
Burning hot
如果這溫度還是讓人寂寞
It's too hot
乾膽讓我們一直赤裸裸
熱～
誰正用回憶取暖
省下眼淚留給汗
誰嫌棄雪花冷淡
欣賞塑膠花瓣
誰逼著冷氣加班
讓夏天不用下班
快把天空都熱穿
就能趕快到火星發展
心中的火出 身後的火山
正加速撕爛 胸口白襯衫
若腳步太慢 情緒會亂
青春必須瘋狂燃燒 才能用得完
你看那孤單太陽 要跟誰公轉
不甘情願落山
快邀它來吃個最後晚餐
繼續狂歡 飛輪海
super hot
多謝每個人都在煽風點火
way too hot
也許能燒到最冷靜的銀河
Burning hot
如果這溫度還是讓人寂寞
It's too hot
乾膽讓我們一直赤裸裸
熱～
super hot
多謝每個人都在煽風點火
way too hot
也許能燒到最冷靜的銀河
Burning hot
如果這溫度還是讓人寂寞
It's too hot
乾膽讓我們一直赤裸裸
熱～
super hot! way too hot! Burning hot! It's too hot!
Friday's Life
Woke up around 7++, walk to the mirror and smile.The mission of the day is to make me smile happily. Took breakfast and start planing what to do for the rest of my day.Finished wesley novel :( no books to read to night.I start doing weird things like trying to bake an orange, try koko crunch wit orange juice. I invented orange, kiwi, blackcurrent,baked almond cooked syrup (i did myself :) + sour plum juice. Taste a little sour cause the orange is so so so sour. But i guess it can help me to slim down. Used up one hour just for that cup of juice.
Re watch ' my lucky star', just found out the songs are very nice. Received text from JL saying i get good result for MORAL. *eye winks* But she just dun tell the marks and i wondering does she makes fool of me? MORAL wei, I used to fail MORAL. Guess why i fail moral, cause I am the one full with moral values.
I practice honesty. If there is this question, How do you show your love to your country? Model answer should be , I put the flag on where where where, I tell my angmoh friend how good malaysia is, Participate in events , Bring fame and glory to the country bal bla bla. That is cheating!!!!!! Is not allowed!!!! we must be amanah, so i always ended up getting just a few marks.
Joking joking, get a few marks cause i din memorise definisi~ Used the rest of the day doing Buku Stok form 5 SPBT. Some classes just cant fill up form correctly makes my head grwo bigger and bigger.Off to computer until now.And, time to study~ tata
-EA-
My Diary
well well well ~ here becomes my daily diary now. XD
supposed to be weekly punya worr. EA, this prove how much i like here. =)
ok now , here come my Friday.
moral lesson was switched with eng period as mr ooi gonna to see us performing drama at 9.20 am.
i m really trying very hard to open my eyes during moral. as i noe it gonna to be suffer.
bt quite okay today. LOL. i m trying to change my style doing moral question now.
and then we went to mr ooi office. and i think this is the 1st time we went into the office with sth excited lol. while waiting outside the office, some boys and girls kept on asking us why mr ooi wanna to see us. haha.
and we perform our drama, although i din participate but i do feel excited . XD
everything went smoothly and mr ooi kinda lyk it. oh-yes.
everyone was very high in the class. clapping for our endeavour.
physic lesson was juz so so . ys was kinda depressed. so ys see here, CHEER UP !
but later on she went back normal with her style.
anyyyyway , i m still s-i-n-g-l-e.
no one wan me larr, so dun mistaken.
i m on diet now. wakaka.
believe me that total rice that i have ate was just not even half a bowl these 2 days. oleoleole. XD
-JY-
Memories
When i reached school today, is like 6.45, is so dark. As usual i walk up to small hall, tat is my routine to start the day in school. As i walked up, i saw a few form 3 girls feeling worry about their PMR, they just keep study, and talk to each other. How much i wish i could be in the same line with them, studying for my PMR.
I miss this time of last year. Last year of this time, i was worrying, how am i going to finish all my book? how am i going to do so many essays? am i going to scare well? I seems to run short of time, but still have many more to go.....i will start to be scare. I hope PMR dun come, i hope i be in form 4 without going through PMR.
When i sit for the first exams in form 4 i wish time flow back to form three.I do not really like my class now but i dun hate. Friends go further apart as future come first. the time we used to have playing around, gossiping in class, feeling scare for KH class, rushing for folios, the way we talk bad a bout some teachers. I miss the day, when we have the same goal, we own the same dream and we work towards the same way.
Eight months form 4 life and i still cant suit myself well.But i believe i can and i will.
That is a part of my world, my life and my dream.
IF WE HOLD ON TOGETHER
Lets go sing k the coming holiday k?? who can accompany me??
We deserved a short break. btw, i declared tomorrow as my special holiday of the year, once in a year :) Stay at home , read story books, listen to music, enjoy life :)
-EA-
I m NOOB.
everything went smooth today. something should cheer about. LOL.
suited myself well now. at least i m not emo .
i get myself clear that nothing should stop me and the one who can stop myself into trouble is me .
i get the ans in the night, a cool one.
yesterday sky was juz dark and black , no stars.
when i annoyed someone , please tell me.
i sometimes admit i m noob, with no reason.or so called stupid .
any dissatisfied should be spoken out , in front of me.
or else i dunno i had get into trouble and make myself like a crazy ppl.
i m fine. dun worry be happy.
-JY-
Emo Night.
It should be an emo night. the 2nd post of today.
songs are non-stop playing. no television no dad or mum nagging. i m alone now.
all is so clear. yet blur some how. i cant open my eyes big , feeling tired.
失去了曾经的拥有 在你离开以后
带走了笑容 只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什么 —再一次拥有
是我做了什么 让天使生气
还是忘了做什么 幸福远离
也许该要真的相信有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸
我用狂奔 用无力 用噩梦 去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的深情
嘲笑我没半点权利决定
我用痛苦 用回忆 用深爱 去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气 诚实地想你 -诚实地想你
伪装 我不是挺会的吗
讽刺得想做瞎子
听着 守护星 爱不爱
更是 对比
听了 停了 STOP
心情好转 明天又是一天.
-JY-
the sky during night was romantic.
i luv the blackness of it with little sparkling stars and aeroplane do fly across the mysterious sky.
it become my habit of looking at sky during night. the quietness and darkness.
back from skull and i had nothing to do.
repeated everyday. i m bored.
mum said i m too free now and hinted me tat those books tat i havent touch.
ok then , i read a chapter of them and i closed.i m lack of willingness.
so i cleaned my table. quite satisfied huh.
but now i m here again. everyday on9 for nothing. omg.
listened to Elgar- Salut D'Amour Trio. nice =)
Chinese Version-
每個夢都得到祝福 每顆淚都變成珍珠
每盞燈都像許願的蠟燭 每一天都值得慶祝
-JY-
Elgar - Salut D'Amour Trio
Report!!!!! I am back~ finished all paper :) Do not dare to face the result even i do not know yet ><
Looking forward for the fourth day of school holiday that is the day I officially finish all my exams (except for final year). Came online for my accounts folio but i ended up youtube-ing for songs.
There is this song i was very curious with. Salut D'Amour by sir Edward Elgar. He wrote this song for his late wife. This is the first and last song he wrote since the death of his wife.His love to his wife is still to be sing now by folks in some recital. There is always a story behind everything.Every songs have a story , the song voice out the story.
Every note , every voice is what he wanted to let his wife knows.The song gives a thought of sadness, sounds very touching.This is the most beautiful love that we ought to give.Elegant, simple, generous, that is his love to his wife through the song.That is not an assumption, not a dream. When the songs ended, his love continue forever.
It may take some time, but I think is worth while.
Every moment shall be cherish
Every dream is to be fulfill
I am the voice of the field when the summer's gone
I am the voice of the future
-EA-
The Endless of Lunatic-Me
super high mood day.
1st , due to the fews day ago punya news, i m quite high already.
later on , bcoz of the sms and the call with 2 sisters, end up too high.
and today went to skull , i m kinda sensitive with this word 太热.
juz keep on nagging to ys 太热太热~ XD
she is about crazy lol. kept on 泼我冷水, saying 太冷太冷~
nvm , after that continue my sms content with hx.
i think she is gonna to kill me b4 ys kill me. hoho~
but i still wan to say , XX7 is mine larr. XDD
chinese period was juz chatting wit ys, i m not listening, seriously.
maths lesson was juz chatting with hl and jn, i wan to go to taiwan again. T.T
bm lesson , yup, still as boring as it can.
EA, wow, 1 hour 1 subject is cool man. anyway, jiayouzz lar. dun give urself too much stress kay?
-JY-i m still being crazy .
The days after tomorrow
Having a small test tomorrow~ I call it small cos it only take three days to finish 10 subjects.with 1 hour per subject I guess we cant do much even if we wanted.I wonder how am i going to finish 12 add math paper ONE AND TWO questions in one hour time?? My add math teacher FIRDO ( there is a type of fish cake named firdo)she went and tell other class people ' I am sure you all cant finish the questions in time'.....
Sister just went back....aww. THE-ALL-ALONE-TIME resumed. tomorrow is exams, I am not prepared, in fact i am still blogging.Nah, I study midnight lahh~ I did a test, it predicts waht will happens to me the days after tomorrow and the recult came out as
FINISH YOUR WORK OR YOU WILL BE IN HOT SOUP
I was like....fine.If the result are like that, i think i can come out with a web for wild guesses.
Accounts 40 documents due date is this thursday, I have test from monday to thursday, I only did some and i screwed up all. Can you imagine how am i going to survive this week with tones of work waiting for me? I will burn the midnight oil ? I will stop all entertainment? I will stay at home whole day long? NONO, life goes on as usual, i watch my tv, play my piano, sleep the time i supposed. As for the work? I will do all I can.
NOTHING CAN STOP ME FROM LEADING A RELAX LIFESTYLE :)
-EA-
Lunatic-Me Part 2
sat whole day was just trying hard to complete my bm essay. again.
1 paragraph = 1 page.
7 paragraph = 7 page.
pro me. LOL. i m freaking annoyed when i still left 3 paragraph while the whole morning juz gone lyk tat. =.=
sms-ing with hx the whole night. dun overestimate it , i means 7.00-8.30pm . haha~
and the content , err-heem, was quite interesting with our super funny imagination.
wonder two of us maybe can publish a book called day dreaming . XD
and here come my sun day.well, as usual.
juz went to temple and pray and back home now.
blogging here and tat end my weekends. =.=
monday is just another boring day with all those boring lesson, especially BM. ><
-JY-[EA, u got many supporters now. especially ys-same species with us. XD]
Lunatic - Me
today was kinda better than yesterday, at least not so moody.
i was chatting all the way with hx during eng period.
ys was attending her violin exam and sy din come. so left two of us .
new record huh. XD
moral time. and kinda disaster lol.
a little boring i m but at least i was trying my best to 'absorb' mr ling lesson. =.=
and yet i m gonna to erase my whole work. blah.
ys was back after back. and she appears as abnormal yah. [ although she always lyk tat,haha]
physic lesson. doing peka again. i m little affected by ys and become childish. hoho~
washing test tube left by us yesterday. smelly man.
back home. n i did essay. miracles leh.
i seldom do my hw on friday . wahaha~
EA , hmm , why dabi can create fb account ? give me the name lar. XD
-JY-
IS OVER !!!!!
Yeah!!! Piano exam is over~ The first time i went up all alone, sitting there, waiting and those aunties uncles cant stop talking to me. Feel relax, no need to face piano 24/7. But school exam is juts next week and i am blogging here. Exams cant stop me from doings things I like cos i usually study at night.
Hope i did well for piano and the coming ones.Sister coming back afterwards which means i will have no peace to study.
(jy, dabi created a fb acc, go add him!!)
Intro
I was wondering should i introduce myself as i dun think anyone except JY know me.My third post here and i think i should talk about myself。I am Ee Aun, I am just an ordinary 16th year old girl living in her own world, have her own dream and passion. I would not say i dun mind if how people see me and how they treat me, but i just cant help if he/she think many bad ways of me.
I cant persue the whole world to like me,that is people choice but i can makes things different by changing myself if there is a need.I may be stubborn, but I listen to things that i think i should, I do thing i should do.I believe in faith that faith will lead my way to success and the rhythm of grace will accompany me to get out of darkness.
I love music, is say to be part of my life.I may not play wonderful music but I appreciate music.Life without music is like a life without soul.That is MY WORLD MY LIFE AND MY DREAM.
Sorry for any mistake, comments are welcome :)
ps : jy, those are not up to grade, cant continue.haha
I m Mad, Seriously.
over sensitive i am .
i hate the way it goes.went absurdly and wrongly.
i cant find myself peace now.over-polluted by my own self. hell.
人不为己 天诛地灭
无心之举 忧在心头
-JY-[and yea, EA , why u dun post all those draft ? XD]
RE: Beginning of The Tale
kinda surprised with EA new post 'beginning of the tale', was so fast updated.
and ya, i honestly admit that i really forgotten bout the dancing part.
bt after reading feel lyk quite familiar huh. XD
the memory of the carpool part was still very vivid.
i still rmb when i told mummy that EA was juz living quite near from us,
how was mummy reaction and she insisted of fetching EA to tuition.
den i was standing in front of her house, quite afraid as i m 'shy' girl.wit a little bit of nervous too.
and there the beginning of our friendship and was so longly upgraded till now even.
we may study two different skull yet we never fail from chatting non-stop.
i seriously agree that 'when parents do not understand, a sister always do'.
we, the life partner ( not husband and wife hor ), eternal and last long.
by the way, sth happen today and i m sure EA gonna laugh at me.
the story begins.......[copyright of EA XD )
i was entering the shop while i saw a uncle looking at me weirdly.
i wondered to myself tat omega uniform was always making me 'special'.
dad was looking at sth and i patiently waiting there.
suddenly , the uncle spoke.(translate to eng)
uncle:hey,little girl. [err-hem , i m gonna to write on my face that i m 16 years old, well almost.]
i looked back and stared at him.an auntie appeared.
auntie+uncle:come here. do u noe him ? [pointed to a little boy wearing the same uniform as me.]
i smiled and i noe the boy, primary boy which i saw thousands times in skull.
auntie:little girl,你读几年级? [ i was seriously annoyed by this.]
me: i m form 4 student.
Both uncle and auntie were staring me wit a unbelievable look.wondering their eyeballs will drop or not.
auntie:so small sized bt form 4 worr.
i smile and simply turned back , back-facing them.
the boy was there now talking to his parents ; nah, i told u liao, she is not my friends mah.
i was actually speechless after that. i m still primary kids , so young ?!?! gah.
and ya, EA,u can invite yr frienz to visit lar, u noe i dun mind. =)
maybe i can noe new friends too. =]
i m trying very much to introduce -EA- to friends wor.
-JY-
Begining of the tale
EA here, wondering if anyone knows me~
The tale of two sister sounds nice huh?Let your memory reverse back to about 5 years ago.......the begining of our story. I hope you would not feel bored because i am not good at writing, the story begins......... ( sound mysterious ??)
At the age of 11..... a fine Thursday morning.The first time i spoke to Girl
me : hi, you learn dance right?
Girl : yaya
Me : How to join?
Girl : just take form from teacher.btw, where u stay?
I just explain briefly thinking that she may not know anyway.4 pm sharp in the afternoon, a car stoped right in front of my house.( my mum says do not entertaint starngers) until a girl came down of the car. I went on her car and this is the first ride on her car to tuition....... and this culture remains till now.
Thinking how fate can makes out life different? thinking how a small decision of yours can change your life? this is a very true example here. If i chose to go straight to teacher without asking the girl. till today we may not know each other. The girl turns out to be my best friends, best buddy, best company, JY.
When parents do not understand, a sister always do.
I Officially Change My Blogsite
using 4 hours to write a karangan. pro me.
the last paragraph is using my whole brain to squeeze in all the words.
feeling headache afterwards.
change position in class.not a big deal actually.
quite a nice way sitting beside winnie n ah pang.
din talk too much bt i like it.
i love the way i can find quietness even in class.
and different perspective now. cool.
anyway, welcum new author -EA-
i m gonna change my whole blog.
-JY-
I Solemnly Swear That I Am Up to No Good
First, to make myself clear, I am not the owner of this blog ( just in case you cant spot the different). I have the problem of viewing her blog, so i just HACK in.Just joking, dont be serious*
I guess this will be a long post (joking joking) as i did not blog for a long time and finger just would not stop.Skip if you feel my post boring.
Exams is just round the corner.....off i go to study lohh. tata~~
-EA-
